06Feb10

my gf is lyk the maria of her hse. hahaha she does lyk 50% or more of the hsework and her parents share the rest. even spring cleaning. :( :( so ke lian :( maybe thats the price she has to pay for having rich parents. hahaha. but u have to do so much work. on top of ur sch work :( poor thing :(

okay. and i had reunion dinner with the paternal family jus now at some vegetarian restaurant(one of my uncle is vegetarian). i love cny :) i love reunion dinners :) i love it when im with my family, relatives and loved ones :) i dont wana lose anyone of my loved ones (incl skyler han :) ). last year there were 17 ppl at the dinner. this year there was only 16. i dont wan the number to decrease anymore. i feel so sad for my cousins and aunty :( life is really very fragile.


06Feb10

happy 1 + 6 :) :) 457 days and counting :) :)

saturday 30/1 – worked at yami @ 313 from 12-4 . gave out balloons. and ‘business’ wasnt good. cos EVERYONE there was giving out balloons. lucky lewis was there to chat with me. hahaha. after work, ate at superdogs (alone so sad). then went to dhoby, then vivo. suddenly had the urge to make sth for baby. so i went to buy stuffs to make jelly and clocolate marshmallows. haha and i forgot to bring phone out that day. and the feelin w/o phone is terrible! hahaha. i think i can do without my wallet but not my hp. HAHA. reached home at 8.

sunday 31/1- went out with gf to vivo. ate at superdogs. walked arnd. nth to buy. no clothes no nothing. so we took a bus to bugis. bought a pair of shorts. ate at some food kiosk at b1. the food was pretty sucky. called uncle’s kitchen or sth. then for dessert we had j co’s yogurt. hahaha. sent her home :)

monday 1/2 – sch till 5. baby had some focus group till 5.20. we went to buona station to grab a few bites before she took a train home to have a swim with her mum.

tuesday 2/2 – last day of IS – WISP and CORCOM. so relieved man. WISP finally OVER. but i sorta miss CORCOM. cos the lecturer was pretty nice. haha. waited for miao till 3.30. then we took 52 to bishan. shopped at j8, then went to the bazaar featured in the news. IT HAD NOTHING. omg. except for stalls selling clothes and goodies. nth compared to chinatown. haha its so boring there. dinner at some hk cafe :) love yr company baby :)

wednesday 3/2 – ponned sch =X =X then gf came over my hse at 12. went to have a haircut then lunch. came back to my hse for awhile before we left to buy hair dye at clementi. began our first DIY hair dying HAHA. in the end our hair colour came out to be so diff from each other. mine was so bright whereas hers wasnt obvious -.- she went home at 9 after dinner at my hse :) :) i wish i could come over more often for dinner :) my ah ma loves u HAHAHA

thursday – sch till 5 for both of us. went to bugis. didnt buy anything after walkin for 1+hour. so we took a bus to 313somerset. had dinner at foodcourt. a very unhappy dinner :( :( bought a shirt at cotton on.gf bought a ring. the staff was pretty unfrenly. and i was so angry with this STUPID indian. we were alr queuing behind the first customer. yet he queued in the other direction. so all the others followed. and then when it was out turn. the cashier was lyk : ”the queue starts over there”. and we were lyk: ”but we queued behind them for so long”. and fact is we queued for almost 15min. then then the girl jus gave a ”oh well anything la” face before checking out our stuffs. seriously. fuck.

friday – sch till 5. waited for her to finish proj. went to island creamery for some ice cream and burnt alaska. haha. then went to vivo for dinner to ‘celebrate’ our 1+6. samsui chicken at soup restaurant! yums. time seems to pass so quickly. when we finished dinner it was alr almost 9. went home very unhappily at 10. why is it that we ALWAYS will be unhappy over sth whenever we go out? whether its big or small, we will definitely argue over sth. we were nv lyk that the last time. sighss. whose fault? idk.


05Feb10

im lazy to bloggg… but i wana note down my daily activities.. haha. and fb is so slooow. everyday i on my com, first thing that pops up is msn, then i will click on my mail, then i will open fb, twitter, blogsss. and 1 out of 5 days , fb will be damn lag. why???

1 year 6months tmr. wont get to see her :( :( so sad. and valentines day.. wont get to see her.. cos its the 1st day of cny. gf, can meet at night? hahahaha. on valentines. can can?


22Jan10

18.1.10 mon – was drove to sch in gf’s car. she’s so nice to come to my hse and pick me up :) wish i were the one pickin her up though :( after sch, she drove to my hse and we had dinner here. then she picked her mum up on the way home :) so filial :)

19.1.10 tue – sch till 3 but skyler didnt have lessons so i met her at chinatown. to buy a batt charger. but the phone stilll couldnt work :( so sad. i have to really buy a new phone :( fml. then we went to vivo. walked arnd. dinner at soup spoon.

20.1.10 wed – met gf at buona vista station at 1.30. went to tiong bahru for lunch. after that we went her hse with the intention of swimming. but in the end we jus slept and nua till 6.30. hahaha she drove us to tampines mall and had dinner at cartel. had a really great time playing arcade with her. $10 is enough to keep us busy in there for 1hour. hahaha. its times lyk these u wish u didnt have to part with her. forever.

21.1.10 thur – very nice gf drove shuwen and hk to my hse today then drove me to sch :) :) love you :) yr so sweet.then had lessons till 5. didnt eat anything the whole day cos i got no one to acc. so sad la :( sigh. sometimes i wish .. …  then after sch she drove us to kovan. had macs. then back to her hse. sat in the car at the carpark for lyk 10min. haha. simply nua there. went home at 7. sometimes i wish i could see u awhile longer. how to strike the balance? how to make both parties happy?


18Jan10

today gf sent me to and from sch. thanks bb. her dad is gonna be overseas for a week so she had the car for a week. ate in sch with socks shuwen hweekhim then went for lesson then waited for them to finish some proj before headin home at 5.30. hope u enjoyed dinner over here :) :)

u know how much i wish i were the one sending u home :( :(          …………                 ……………                all girls would hope that their other half has a car(sookyi for example HAHA), to drive her arnd. cos its a luxury.                   ……………              ………………             ………..                   ………………… SIGHS.


skyler turned 20 on the 14th of jan. she’s rather unhappy cos her age now starts with TWO. hahaha. and for her bday. i prepared 3 surprises for her. all didnt turn out to be lyk surprise surprises. hahaha. anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING :):)

on the 10th, we met at orchard to buy presents for her. went to buy sth to eat first then walked arnd ion, wisma, paragon, heeren. and then by the time it was lyk 6.30. and the ‘’surprise” hadnt reach! so i had to drag time by eatin fries at macs. and then by 7, i thought i had alr texted xm the restaurant. so we walked happily to paragon. jus before reachin. i had an sms from xm askin where to go. then i was lyk SHIT. i didnt send the msg! so i quickly made up some excuses to look at phones, draw money. and by that time skyler had alr suspected. and so she took the chance to look arnd for ppl while i was drawin money. and saw shir -.- i spoiled the surprise :( :( and i was pretty angry HAHHA angry with her for lookin arnd. HAHA. but well, i hope it was a happy advance bday celebration for u :)

this nikon D90 is her bday present to her from her parents. super envious :(:( this present is worth 1600+

birthday girl  woman. HAHAHA oops =X

using this laopok phone cos my phone is BEYOND REPAIR. FML.

3 ’surprises’ for the day. haha.

make a wish and bloooow

group photo with the yummy breadtalk cake :)

at orchard central. longest escalator.

expression same same :)

rooftop and a ghost. hahaha

monday 11th jan – went to orchard. had soup spoon. went home with her after a quarrel. haha walked arnd kovan heartland mall. home at 9plus.

12th jan – sch ended at 3 for both of us. took bus to chinatown. drank KOI milk tea. walked arnd OG. sat at macs. till 6. she went to look for mum. i went for work.

13th jan- sch ended at 1. looked for skyler at the library. ate at canteen 2. watched Marley and Me at sch library. not bad. pretty touching. but pretty boring cos its pretty draggy hahaha. left sch at 4.30. bused to jurong point. walked arnd. bought stuff. tried to draaag time. till lyk 7, we went to fish and co. and her surprise was alr there. hahaha. this time she was pretty surprised to see audrey and serene but she sort of expected a surprise today. so was it a surprise ? hahaha. charmaine came shortly after.

my cutie pie :)

14th jan – sch ended at 5. bused with miao to 313 somerset. ate at GOGO curry becos the girl was hungry. had to go along cos didnt wan her to know bout the surprise later. haha. until bout 6plus shuwen msged me to tell me that our intitial plan – swensens told them that they do not allow outside cakes. and they had alr bought the cake!! grrr. so they had to call me. and so, miao found out about the surprise. and earlier in sch, she heard peiyi asking:”wat we eatin at ion ah”. …. … … yea and so this surprise didnt turn out to be a surprise :( again :( and we even quarrelled before we went to fnc. but oh well it eventually turned out to be a joyous celebration hahaha.

shared this pork katsu curry. 50% off at 313 outlet. dont miss!!

”im 02 20 years old today”

reached fish & co at 7plus.

first group of surprise came 30min later.

then came peiyi.

then came the latest – nicole chua. hahaha

shared this salmon with gf.

happy 20th birthday skyler han :):) hope u had a happy happy day :) and enjoyed the 3 days of celebration hahahaha. i love you <3 <3 may u be happy, pretty, healthy everyday :)


07Jan10

wat makes a relationship work?

its really tough.


05Jan10

its 9pm now and dang wo men tong zai yi qi is showing on channel 8. im so proud of myself today becos i washed my crumpler bag, washed my everlast shoe, tidied up my room, washed the 2 pieces of cloth used to cover up my display shelf. hahaha. *pat pat* on my back for being so not lazy. procrastinated for damn long alr. was always so super lazy. gf went out with her parents today. and i had no IS cos of e learning.  so i had the time to do all that at home. gf always throw me alone all by myself one :(:(:(

should i go to the army museum this sat for wisp? its so early and i’ve no frens in that class. but i’ll be bored at home. GRRR. its really very sad when u’ve no frens in class :(:(:( i think i screwed my poly life up.

just for laughs

the statue looks shy . HAHAHA

this bear is damn adorable. he’s lyk nua-ing on the ice.

creative.


there was this time (few weeks ago) when gf suddenly thought of her bday which was comin up soon. she said (i think she was filled with lyk mixed feelings, she dont wana grow old hahaha) , ”oh my, im turning 20 soon! wat have i achieved in the past 19 years man! nothing -.- ”

and i was thinkin, i wont think of it this way. come on, we’re jus barely 20, wat can we achieve? a big house, a big car, a CEO of a big company, first million?

instead, i’ll ask myself  ”how have i lived the past 19years? will i regret if i die tmr?”

and i think my answer will be yes. cos i’m too young to die. we’re all too young to die. we have not achieved anything to die. we’ve not enjoyed life enough to die.

life isnt just about achieving. it’s also bout enjoying, being happy, and being with the ones u love.

im thankful i get another day to live laugh love play eat talk hug cry walk run shout scream see hear smell taste (HAHA) everymorning i wake up.

and i fucking have thanatophobia :( :( :(  :( will i turn mad one day? :( :( :(


my last day of 2009, first day of 2010 was spent with skyler, evia, elyn, jiaqian, chad and sha.

woke up pretty late on the 31dec. arnd 3pm. hahaha. cos i wana get enough sleep for the countdown. but then again i didnt really sleep much la. cos i slept at 5am the previous day.

left hse at 5.30 for work with skyler and mum at ocs. after work at 8, we took a bus to city hall. walked to ms met up with jq chad sha. ate dinner. slacked at changing appetites. at arnd 11.15 , we started to hunt for the perfect place to catch the fireworks. hahaha we finally found a place to sit down and patiently waited for 12am to come. but we were so disappointed when the fireworks was displayed. part of it was blocked by this darn tree. we saw the tree infont of us alr but we thought the fireworks will be high up so we wont be blocked. who knows… but luckily the tree was not very mao sheng. abit botak. so can still see abit. hahhaha. after that we sat outside ms, drank crap played games. till lyk 3am. then we went to pan pacific hotel. sat in their bar. cos they were closing so there wasnt anyone there. we jus walked in lyk the room was ours. HAHAHHA. after we were chased out of the bar, we went to their lobby to continue our ghost stories. freaking scary i tell u. halfway thru, we were chased out again. damn. wished we had money for a  room there. hahaha. and so we walked to gluttons bay at bout 4+ to continue somemore ghost stories. sha’s PERSONAL EXPERIENCES are damn freakin scary like fuck. my hair were lyk standin la. skyler’s and jq’s stories also damn freaky.

engrossed in sha’s ghost personal experience story. look at skyler’s face. hahaha

 im glad i cant see and never will see those supernatural stuffs. talked until the ppl there started to close stalls and close the area for the night. still didnt wana lift our butts up. we finally left the place cos there was a freaky old man staring at us a few tables away. after leaving the place, an even more freaky malay TRANNY (male to female) came over to the bus stop and talked to sha.  and asked her to bring her to amk. think shehe wans to hook her up or sth. sighs. nowadays more and more ppl are getting crazy. so sad. that tranny even hurled vulgarities at ppl. i often wonder why ppl get mad. sighs. wats goin on in their mind.

bus-ed to lao pa sat. ate at Wendy’s and IM SO FREAKIN DISAPPOINTED I TEL U. skyler and i ate a burrito and sth lyk a burger (forgot the name). both were so freakin SMALL. esp the burrito! i thought i was too sleepy and seeing stuff. but it was really lyk the length of a finger and.. okay its lyk KIDS MEAL. and it costed 5+ with a cup of coffee and mini hash brown. FUCK. but then again the whole of ytd  i was craving for Wendy’s la. nv tried their lunch menu before. hope it’ll be much better. and i hope they’ll open nearer to me. hahaha. all of us went home at 9am in the morning and all were dead beat. (except sha i think). she’s lyk super woman hahaha.

and this is how i spent the first 9hours of 2010 with skyler :):) though something unhappy had to happen that 9th hour :( :(

iloveyou bahahaha